Starting to believe that cutting off every tie I have with my mother is the best option for myself. I’m pushing myself further and further into debt with her while trying to pay back the $8,000 I owe her.
I see no possible way to save for my future, survive currently, and pay her back all at the same time with my tiny income and slight help from the VA that she is keeping.

She’s a heartless, manipulative bitch that I’m better off without.

I’m a developing country, and you’re the American government; promising to help me succeed, but forcing me into debt so you can prolong your rule. I attempt revolt, but your power destroys me. You have control. I allow it.

“Good thinking requires time, and we believe we don’t have it; it requires energy, and we are fatigued; it requires the conviction that it is good for us, and we have become indifferent to it; it requires concentration, and we have embraced entertainment.”